As seen in Leela’s (another Shaker Writing Center intern) blog titled The Beauty of Letterboxd, I am very into the app and have pushed many people into joining—at this point I’m just an unofficial spokesperson for them. Just this past week, I have successfully completed my 1,000th watch logged on Letterboxd, marking the semi-large milestone with watching the record-breaking, Oscar nominated film, Sinners. In my devotion to the app, here I am, defending the films I placed in the sacred top four, the question many actors get asked on red carpets, and the holy grail for users. The top four is presented at the top of your page, for all to view and judge one’s taste upon immediately, which creates a fearful thrill when one must choose a mere four favorites between hundreds of beautifully crafted and touching stories.
- Train to Busan
This 2016 zombie horror film, directed by Yeon Sang-ho is the film that I tell people is my favorite of all time. Whilst it is the most difficult question to be asked, this film truly deserves all the love and praise, as its incredible camera work, acting, writing, and plot pulls a deep emotional reaction from viewers and enacts them to contemplate humanity and the true ‘monsters’ of the world. With its context of being inspired by the Sewol ferry tragedy, an awful incident where a ferry in South Korea sank, killing 304 people and leaving many missing and unidentifiable people, many being children who were on a school trip, the layers of meaning become even more deep — truly showing the truth of society, humanity, and governments. I also personally connect to the emotional storyline of the two main characters, a father and daughter, which just encapsulates me even more in the story. This movie is truly the epitome of what I enjoy in movies, and brings it all together so beautifully, I cannot describe how much this film has emotionally torn me apart and brought me back together again.
2. Bones and All
I am a huge horror movie fan, and this, just like Train to Busan, is a beautiful and enrapturing story of a young girl (also aptly named Maren — which gave me a huge dopamine hit every time they said her name) who is a cannibal, and goes on a journey through the crossroads of America and finds love, understanding of herself, loss, fear, etc. This film is incredibly beautiful in the color scheme and style of film the director, Luca Guadagnino employs to fulfill the disenfranchised feeling the main characters continuously feel. Also in the very end, a horrible tragedy happens to the two lovers. The ending is hauntingly beautiful with (SPOILERS!!!) Maren feasting upon Lee (her boyfriend) after he begs her to eat him, “bones and all.” This might be the most romantic movie I have seen thus far, surprising as it may be. Whilst the overall plot of the movie remains gruesome, the theming and tonality becomes romantic in nature. The movie has a great understanding of the message of overcoming trauma, finding acceptance, love, and compassion for others and oneself. I have only recently seen this masterpiece of a film, and while I have only seen it once at this point, it has completely taken over my mind and heart.
3. Lars and the Real Girl
Finally moving on from horror films, Lars and the Real Girl, directed by Craig Gillespie, follows a man named Lars, who is a socially inept and lonely man, shutting himself out from his small community who all love and support him. Through a coworker however, he buys a sex doll and uses her as a girlfriend. He fully believes she (Bianca) is a real human, and he parades her around town, using her as a shield to hide his shyness and inexperience. In the very end, Lars is able to shed Bianca, due to the help of his small family and community, and begins trying to improve his relationship with others. This film, while not perfect, is very near and dear to my heart. I relate quite a lot to Lars, being a very shy person for years and struggling with deep social anxiety issues. Ever since I saw this film for the first time, I genuinely felt represented in the way Lars’ issues with socializing was portrayed. To this day, I believe this is the only film which I have felt fully attached to in such a way, and although many pieces of media display such issues, many sensationalize or downplay the struggles at hand. Through this, the very sweet exploration of new love, baby steps to understanding oneself, and acceptance of help from others, this movie is a perfect comfort film for a cozy, rainy day.
4. La La Land
This film truly needs no introduction, as the nearly Oscar winning film, La La Land is a treasure to an exuberant amount of people around the globe. With the in-depth use of color in the film to represent the characters standing in life at certain points in time, cinematography, lighting, music, and acting, the story of Mia and Sebastian comes to life, immersing the viewer into a gorgeous and emotional story of the two lives interweaving and falling apart. This movie is perfect to me in every sense, and it cannot be encapsulated into words how this movie is able to accomplish that. I do believe that no matter how many wonderful films I will continue to see, this will always be at the top of my list, as it has completely gripped me for years, and there is no world in which the legacy of this movie will die out.