Today is a special day for a lot of seniors. Our decisions for Restrictive Early Action and Early Decision to almost all the Ivys and top institutions we applied to are coming out only hours from now. It’s a strange feeling that is hard to describe unless (or until for some students) you experience it for yourself, but I’m going to try my best to put it into words. Here is what waiting for my school to choose me or not choose me feels like:
- I forget until I remember
It’s like a recurring thought that pops back into my head every few minutes, causing a wave of sickly adrenaline to race down my shoulders and body, that fades into emptiness after a few seconds. I don’t remember anything at all or I refocus on whatever I’m supposed to be doing in class, and then out of nowhere, it hits me again.
2. Checking the time to make sure it’s correct
What if it’s actually 8 p.m. and I just didn’t know it? I mean yes, I am at school at 1:30 in the afternoon, but it could all be a time warp and maybe my decision is waitin-
Umm….I got in.
you amazing woman, you.
Congratulations. Onward and upward!
amazing amazing amazing! The forgetting until remembering is too real. It’s like an itty bitty heart attack every couple minutes.
This feeling was so real the entire day. Congratulations though!! I am so excited and happy for you!!
Congrats on your acceptance!!! You described this experience so well, it’s so exciting and terrifying at the same time.
I know I’ve already said this, but CONGRATS!!!! Also, you’re so right on the sickly adrenaline lmao
CONGRATS JAIMEE!!! So so so excited for you <3